Hormones are great. They kind of dictate my entire life from 12 years old to 60. I've always had mood swings, severely. Eventually they became mental disorders. Then the mental disorder went away and now it is just suicide thoughts every month. But even that got shifted around to other weeks from all the shifting… Continue reading Hormones Have to be a Girl’s Best Fried
10:21am Milennial awakens. Milennial does not know concept of privacy or morning routines. Let's post this thought on Facebook. 11:03am Still on Facebook. Posts selfie. I am so pretty. Caption reads: "Here is me next to a bird man stabbing a helpless creature, at MIT." I am so pretty. 11:31am Goes down to get tea.… Continue reading I’m fucking addicted to Facebook. Ode to the Facebook
So, I have problems. Maybe that is weird to say. But I have problems. And actually, since twelve I knew I had problems. I sat at the computer through my adolescence studying all the types of problems. I went to WebMD for mental health problems. I went to Tumblr for my adolescent girl problems. Eventually… Continue reading The Personal is Political
Where I reflect on all the hypocrisy in the world. My philosophy on it here.
I have not done any formal reading on the philosophy of crying. So I do not know if such a topic even exists. Crying is controversial. It is taboo. We turn away at others who cry in public. We hide the tears in public if they are our own. It is an intimate event, or… Continue reading Philosophy of Crying
This is my bathroom. As you can see I like to simultaneously be Hoe Slut Princess Bitch creative genius at the same time. I have dried flowers in an empty recycled water bottle to the left. Somehow they worked out to be that way without even my intentional magic. Although when I move them to… Continue reading Decor
After he did that shit to my body, or Hes (plural) I am kind of wondering how to go about living in it now since I am unsure who owns it... me or him? or Him? or Them. So I choose like no other. I choose and I choose. I choose to choose. When I… Continue reading Being on Your Period and Being a Hoe
I have always been a creative person. I have always been a mentally ill person. Since childhood I was filled with neurosis, counting the tiles and cracks on the sidewalk, cursing myself with superstitions for stepping on the wrong ones. I subjected myself to lots of shame and self inflicted painful mental habits, and ultimately… Continue reading Can Body Movement Offer Therapy for Mental Health Problems?
I think really innovative therapies for mental illness and the mind are coming from the body research. Mindfulness is the act of observing your body. Exercise is engaging in body hormones and muscle. And now newer therapies like neuroplasticity exercises and creative dance do so too. These last two are more creative and musical, which… Continue reading Body Therapies for my Paranoias
The election results are in, and women are becoming outraged and fearful at the initiation of a Trump “dictatorship,”. One of the biggest concerns is the overturning of Roe v. Wade and the defunding of Planned Parenthood (PP). This mania of fear and loss of control can be helped. It would be a true disappointment… Continue reading Autonomous Reproductive Health